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So I'm on a Veronica Mars fic kick.  It's great.  Lots of great writers in the community.  But there's just this one thing that's
driving
     me
out
          of
     my
*fucking*
               mind.

So.

As I'm going through various fic archives, I'll see an entry.

Appealing title?
Check.

The obligatory preview line is slick and intriguing?
Check.

I grin and eagerly slide my mouse over the link and click and...

Error.  You are not authorized to view this entry.

Qu'est que c'est?

Well it must be a fluke.  Surely, it's a fluke.

But it KEEPS happening.  Always the same writers, with their provocative little icons and enticing blurbs...  The fic sounds so, SO good and I really, REALLY want to read it...

ERROR.  YOU ARE NOT AUTHORIZED TO VIEW THIS ENTRY.

Fuck!  Why does this feel like such a rejection?  *cries*  Why am I not good enough to read your goddamn fanfic, huh?!?  *shakes fist*

Can someone please explain this to me?  What's the point of posting your FIC in a FIC archive and then locking said FIC so no one can read it!?!  WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT??? 

I just felt this issue needed to be addressed.  I'm contemplaiting starting a movement.  A FREE THE FIC! movement.

Here endeth the blog.
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
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Fans of Little Women often divide along Jo/Amy lines. Jo was independent and smart, but Amy always seemed to get what she wanted and have more fun. Are you in the Jo camp or the Amy camp?


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Well all four sisters are truly architypes of women/womanhood. We all have a little Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy in us, don't we?

Let's put aside The Great Jo vs. Amy Debate for a moment. That's been hashed over too much. Let's discuss all four Little Women and how we relate to each.

I was the baby of the family, so I'm sure my sister would say I was a lot like Amy in some ways - devious (like all little sisters are) and able to wrap everyone around my little finger - but I never had Amy's sense of entitlement, thank God. That was the character's major flaw, which I could not abide.

Like most girls, I always identified the most with Jo. A mutual love of books, writing, theater, and tomboy-ishness drew me to that character. I was always writing plays and stories and when I wasn't doing that, I was climbing trees. But I lacked Jo's fearlessness. I was painfully shy around strangers - just like Beth - and very well-behaved - but I think that all can be traced back to my eagerness to please, moreso than any inate saintliness.

Meg was the eldest and aspired to be the perfect wife and mother. I'm not in that place yet, but I can picture myself being more Meg-like one day.

Or, better yet, more Marmie-like. Was there ever a more perfect wife and mother in the history of literature? I can't think of any.


 

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I should have known. It was just too wonderful to last.

 

What a perfect little gem of a show: pretty to look at, intelligent, and witty. Pushing Daisies was a sweet confection that made me smile and filled my heart with a giddy joy week after week. Can someone explain to me why watching has-been celebrities salsa dancing draws millions of viewers while a critically-acclaimed show like Daisies can't keep an audience?

Yes, my thoughts exactly, Olive.

I firmly believe that the Reality show has been the worst thing to happen to TV, like, EVER. I can't help be feel that it makes people dumber, pettier, and more obsessed with celebrity and fame. They do little to engage people's minds and often cater to the lowest common denominator. "Are You Smarter Than A Third Grader?" Yeah, actually, I like to think I am.

Bryan Fuller, the creator of Pushing Daisies and other wonderful shows like Dead Like Me and Wonderfalls, is a genius. His brain is a beautiful instrument of creativity. I only hope the rest of the world will discover what some of us special few already know.

Ned the Piemaker once told his childhood sweetheart Chuck that the reason he brought her back to life was because he just thought his world would be a better place if she were in it.

Well - Ned, Chuck, Emerson, Olive, Lily, Vivian, Coroner Guy Who Only Ever Said "Mmhm...", and Digby - for a while, the world was a nicer place because you were in it.

 

Current Mood:
crushed crushed
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As some of you may know, I've been working on my Firefly AU, The Ties That Bind, for... oh... FOREVER AND A DAY! I can't seem to write linearly, or maybe chronologically is the right word. I have a decent outline. I know pretty clearly where I want to take the characters and where I want to end up. I've written several scenes already… but I'm undecided about how to proceed and in what FORMAT I want to write this fic.
 

It's a story that spans two generations - the original Firefly crew and then the epilogue features their grown children. I'm not sure which tense would be the best to use. Past or present? I've noticed that when I write scenes, I sometimes write them in past tense, sometimes in present tense.
 

In your opinion, what would be the best tense to use? Would it be OK to write the majority of the fic in past tense and then use present in the epilogue?

In addition to that, I'm thinking maybe instead of writing chapter after chapter (like Mal4Prez), perhaps do a series of vignettes? 

Can anyone recommend a well written fic - or even a book or novel - that uses that format? 


I eagerly await your responses!
 

Also, here's a little scene I've been working on for The Ties That Bind...


 
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If you could pick any TV show that has been off the air to come back for one more season, which show would you pick and why?

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Just ONE?!?  Seems like every show I fall in love with gets canned...  Dead Like Me, Angel, Keen Eddie, Arrested Development, Pasadena, Joan of Arcadia, Roswell,...

But my one true love - the show I would sell my blood and possibly a kidney to get back on the air - is Firefly.  (But Dead Like Me is a close second.)
 

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 "Probably."

And since phyrelight, agent rouka, and charlie bz are all doing this survey, I guess I will too.

Dear Flist,
I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so I want to know you better! Answer in the comments, if you please!
Love, Amanda

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A.

02) What was your dream growing up?
A.

03) What talent do you wish you had?
A.

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
A.

05) Favorite vegetable?
A.

06) What was the last book you read?
A.

07) What zodiac sign are you?
A.

08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A.

09) Worst Habit?
A.

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
A.

11) What is your favorite sport?
A.

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
A.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A.

16) Do you have any pets?
A.

17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
A.

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)
A.

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A.

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
A.

22) What color eyes do you have?
A.

23) Ever been arrested?
A.

24) Bottle or can soda?
A.

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.

26) Would you ever hug a perfect stranger?
A.

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
A.

28) Do you believe in ghosts?
A.

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.

30) Do you swear a lot?
A.

31) Biggest pet peeve?
A.

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.

34) Do you have "one of those faces" (i.e. you look horribly familiar to everyone)?
A.

35) Do you believe in God?
A.

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
A.
 

Current Mood:
from too much wine from too much wine
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Captain Tightpants vs. Mr. Awesome. It doesn't get better than this.

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The Twilight Blog Rant or Why I Support Team Edward

 

K, here goes. The risk of pissing off any teenyboppers that might stumble across this blog is great, but I just have to get my thoughts out here. Please forgive this scattered, unstructured rant. And beware the spoilers.

Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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So my friend Suzanne is at my place for our weekly BSG Watch and Katee Sackoff is just acting her ASS off and we're totally impressed. Somebody give this girl an Emmy, please??? 

 

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Oh, Walmart.  When will you learn?

This is absolutely DISGUSTING.  I will never shop at Walmart again and furthermore, I will urge everyone I know to never shop there again either. 

How much do you want to bet that the business Walmart looses over this will be MORE than a paltry $470,000?

http://news.aol.com/story/_a/wal-mart-sues-disabled-ex-employee/20080329083609990001#cmntbgn

Wal-Mart Sues Disabled Ex-Employee

CNN
Posted: 2008-03-29 09:54:15
Filed Under: Nation News, Law News
JACKSON, Missouri (March 29) - Debbie Shank breaks down in tears every time she's told that her 18-year-old son, Jeremy, was killed in Iraq. The 52-year-old mother of three attended her son's funeral, but she continues to ask how he's doing. When her family reminds her that he's dead, she weeps as if hearing the news for the first time.
 
Shank suffered severe brain damage after a traffic accident nearly eight years ago that robbed her of much of her short-term memory and left her in a wheelchair and living in a nursing home.

It was the beginning of a series of battles -- both personal and legal -- that loomed for Shank and her family. One of their biggest was with Wal-Mart's health plan.

Eight years ago, Shank was stocking shelves for the retail giant and signed up for Wal-Mart's health and benefits plan.

Two years after the accident, Shank and her husband, Jim, were awarded about $1 million in a lawsuit against the trucking company involved in the crash. After legal fees were paid, $417,000 was placed in a trust to pay for Debbie Shank's long-term care.

Wal-Mart had paid out about $470,000 for Shank's medical expenses and later sued for the same amount. However, the court ruled it can only recoup what is left in the family's trust.

The Shanks didn't notice in the fine print of Wal-Mart's health plan policy that the company has the right to recoup medical expenses if an employee collects damages in a lawsuit.

The family's attorney, Maurice Graham, said he informed Wal-Mart about the settlement and believed the Shanks would be allowed to keep the money.

"We assumed after three years, they [Wal-Mart] had made a decision to let Debbie Shank use this money for what it was intended to," Graham said.

The Shanks lost their suit to Wal-Mart. Last summer, the couple appealed the ruling -- but also lost it. One week later, their son was killed in Iraq.

"They are quite within their rights. But I just wonder if they need it that bad," Jim Shank said.

In 2007, the retail giant reported net sales in the third quarter of $90 billion.

Legal or not, CNN asked Wal-Mart why the company pursued the money.

Wal-Mart spokesman John Simley, who called Debbie Shank's case "unbelievably sad," replied in a statement: "Wal-Mart's plan is bound by very specific rules. ... We wish it could be more flexible in Mrs. Shank's case since her circumstances are clearly extraordinary, but this is done out of fairness to all associates who contribute to, and benefit from, the plan."

Jim Shank said he believes Wal-Mart should make an exception.

"My idea of a win-win is -- you keep the paperwork that says you won and let us keep the money so I can take care of my wife," he said.

The family's situation is so dire that last year Jim Shank divorced Debbie, so she could receive more money from Medicaid.

Jim Shank, 54, is recovering from prostate cancer, works two jobs and struggles to pay the bills. He's afraid he won't be able to send their youngest son to college and pay for his and Debbie's care.

"Who needs the money more? A disabled lady in a wheelchair with no future, whatsoever, or does Wal-Mart need $90 billion, plus $200,000?" he asked.

The family's attorney agrees.

"The recovery that Debbie Shank made was recovery for future lost earnings, for her pain and suffering," Graham said.

"She'll never be able to work again. Never have a relationship with her husband or children again. The damage she recovered was for much more than just medical expenses."

Graham said he believes Wal-Mart should be entitled to only about $100,000. Right now, about $277,000 remains in the trust -- far short of the $470,000 Wal-Mart wants back.

Refusing to give up the fight, the Shanks appealed to the U.S. Supreme Court. But just last week, the high court said it would not hear the case.

Graham said the Shanks have exhausted all their resources and there's nothing more they can do but go on with their lives.

Jim Shank said he's disappointed with the Supreme Court's decision not to hear the case -- not for the sake of his family -- but for those who might face similar circumstances.

For now, he said the family will figure out a way to get by and "do the best we can for Debbie."

"Luckily, she's oblivious to everything," he said. "We don't tell her what's going on because it will just upset her.

2008-03-29 08:37:19

Current Mood:
angry angry
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Ahoy, there!  SPOILERS FOR BSG SEASON 3 be ahead, mateys!   Shove off if you don't want to be spoiled!


Well I did it. I managed to get through season 3 of Battlestar Galactica in two - yes, two! - days.
Amanda feels accomplished.
Now about the finale. All I can say is: WHAT THE FRAK WAS THAT!?!


..
Get Your Countdown

Current Mood:
accomplished
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...Battlestar Galactica.

Starbuck and Apollo. Oh, yes. It is angsty. Deliciously so. And so to the pantheon of my all-time-favorite 'ships, I now add Kara Thrace and Lee Adama - to keep Mulder, Scully, Buffy, Angel, Mal, Inara, John Crichton, and Aeryn Sun in good company. Yay for them.


So without further ado, here's a very fine fanvid edited by latteaddict, music by Damien Rice.





Note: I only realized about half way into the BSG miniseries that the guy playing Lee Adama was, in fact, Jamie Bamber - "Archie Kennedy" in the Horatio Hornblower miniseries - which I've seen about a dozen times. How the *frak* did I miss that?!?

I'll tell you how - no 18th century mullet, that's how! And no English accent. And, Mr. Bamber's arms were not so, shall we say, well-developed back then.

Dudes, his arms are *SICK*!

Now it must be said that I'm not into muscle-y guys - at least not how they're portrayed in movies and tv: all bulk, no brains, and missing a sensitivity chip. Kudos to BSG creator Ron Moore and Jamie Bamber for bringing real depth, intelligence, and sensitivity to what could have been just another beef-cake character.

I mean, really, compared to Starbuck, Apollo's almost kinda girly, what with all his namby-pamby feelings and constant mooning over her. LOL
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Was anyone else holding their breath the first time they watched that scene in Our Mrs. Reynolds? You know the one I'm talking about, right? I was sure Mal was going to kiss Inara. I was sure of it! But then... Well, you know...


Well here it is.  My first attempt at NC-17.  *Whew!*  All kiddies and those easily offended - scoot!  This fanfic is not for you.  I'm fairly certain even Joss Whedon would hide his eyes.


Achilles Heel is set post-Our Mrs. Reynolds and is very much an AU because Mal and Inara did not get horizontal in Firefly.  Nope.  Not even close.  Mores the pity.  'Cuz they are so very pretty.


ACHILLES HEEL )
Current Mood:
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This was the day that I woke up and said, “Gosh darnit, I’m going to post something. Today. If it kills me.” So I wrote this. No betas, so forgive any spelling or grammatical errors. I’m sure there’s some in there. 


I want to dedicate this to all those wonderful writers (muses!) that inspire my ‘shipper heart: Mal4Prez, Biggrstaffbunch, TamSibling, 2x2, Goldy, Kaynara, and Phaedra, just to name a few. Reading your wonderful fic is such a treat and an inspiration, really, for me to keep writing myself. Thanks for that.



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And now, "Cutting In"


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English translation of ‘Mil Besos’


I have found in your love
my lost faith,
Now my life has a reason.
I don't know if it was the witchcraft of your eyes,
that said to your lips,
Steal his heart. 


I know that in the thousand kisses
that I have given you on the mouth
my heart left me;
and they say that it's a sin
to love as I love you,
Maybe they're right.


But what should everything they tell me
matter to me,
I won't forget you;
for if it's a sin to love you
I will continue sinning
I will never hide it.


I will continue loving you,
I will continue kissing you
until I drive you mad,
until you give me back
the heart that in kisses
I left in your mouth
 

Current Mood:
accomplished
Current Music:
Patty Griffin's 1,000 Kisses (Mil Besos)
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I've mulled over several titles, but the one I keep coming back to is: The Ties that Bind.  Not original, but I think it encompasses what the story is truly about. Here's a rough draft of a scene that I wrote early on.  Thought I'd post it here and see what people thought...

Remember, feedback is good for the soul!



 

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Huzzah! A brand spankin' new home for all my Firefly and X-Files fanfic. How exciting! My first Firefly fic is in the works, but I'm still contemplating the title. Check back soon for an update! fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes for Fun

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